Category: Audrey Anne


Christmas on Memorial Day

Audrey and I found ourselves singing Christmas songs this evening.

Oh, the weather outside is frightful,
But the fire is so delightful,
And since we’ve no place to go,
Let it snow! Let it snow! Let it snow!

This cheerful Christmas burst was instigated when I asked Audrey to go find me a clean table cloth for the kitchen nook. Off she went, the little decorator in her full of glee, and returned with a table cloth that says all over it, “Let it snow!”. And that is what we put on our table this Memorial Day. And the singing began and just couldn’t be put to a stop.

All this singing of Christmas led to a wonderful little conversation at the kitchen nook while Audrey ate her apple pie (leftover filling from last years pickings at the orchard). It was preceded by me making up a song (at Audrey’s request) about Christmas and how it is all about celebrating Jesus’ birthday. The conversation went something like this:

Shanel: “Audrey, Christmas is a big birthday celebration for Jesus, isn’t it?”
Audrey nods her head in agreement.
Shanel: “Audrey, who is Jesus?” (What kind of mother asks these big questions of her four year old? It just kind of came out; I was curious to hear her answer.)
Audrey shrugs her shoulders.
Shanel: “He’s God isn’t he? He came to be with us on the earth as a man.”
More shrungging of shoulders.
And then she starts talking. “Jesus came to wash our sins away.” (She got this after watching a video of her cousin singing in her old lady voice, “O Happy Day”.)
Shanel: “Yes, and our sins are those bad things we do and say sometimes.”
Audrey: “Yes, mommy, like when you talk mean to me sometimes.”

Oh dear.
Yes, daughter, like when I talk mean to you sometimes.
O, happy day, he’s washed my mother sins away, all my impatience, anger, hostility and aggression, and straight up rage at times.
O, happy day.

And as Audrey insists conclucing every dinner prayer, we say, “Thank you, God, for Christmas.”

Dippin’ Oreos with Jesus

Audrey sits at the breakfast nook in our teal colored kitchen.
Oreo cookie in hand, pulling apart and plunging into the ice cold milk.
“Audrey, who taught you how to do that?”
In a voice that is matter of fact and a face that is full of all seriousness, “Jesus taught me.”

Proper Development of Four Year Olds

We are at the Family Practice Doc’s (aka: Dr. Mike) office today for basic check ups and shots (ouch). Dr. Mike always runs through a list of questions to assess child development. One of them he threw out there to me and then to Audrey went something like this:
Dr. Mike (directing question towards me the mother): Does she know her full name?
The mom: Yes.
Dr. Mike looks at Audrey and asks: What is your first and last name?
The four-year-old: Audrey Anne (very matter of factly).
Dr. Mike: What is your last name?
The four-year-old: Miss Martens (even more matter of factly).

I love it. Instead of plain ol’ Martens. She is Miss Martens to you, buddy. And to all of you for that matter. Miss Martens. The truth is that is her nickname. I am Mrs. M. Ivan is Mr. M. And she is lil’ Miss M, translated: Miss Martens.

My name is Audrey Anne. Miss Martens.

Owling

A few weeks ago, I found myself walking in the snow covered Lions Woods just north of my house. It had snowed a good six inches throughout the day and once my relief (aka husband) came home, off I went to my very own personal sanctuary.

It was dusk and big flakes were still falling, coating everything in the woods. Right when you enter the woods you encounter a very old pine grove that is stunning. Stunning in the sense that it centers you, stilling the resonating places within that need quieting. These old evergreens have a way of putting me at rest the moment I enter, particularly with the hush of snow that comes over one, that really deep quiet of snow.
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I start walking and within a few paces I hear the hoot of an owl not far off. Amazed, I stop in my snowy tracks. I walk a bit farther and I hear it calling to me again. I stop. What a magical sound that was: the deep quiet of the snow and the hooting owl. Stunning in the sense that I felt so special to be able to catch the brilliance of the woods in that very moment. No one else was there in that moment but me.

I keep walking, hearing the owl calling now and then. From the distant trail, I can see someone coming with a dog that is running. They approach quickly and before I know it there is the most extraordinary thing before me: a man “cross country skiing” with 2 large ropes attached to his dog like reigns pulling him along. What a smart dog owner! They both looked like they were having fun. They went a bit past me and turned around and as the man “cross country skied” past me a second time, he says in a Santa Claus sort of voice, “Beautiful isn’t it…that owl in the woods.” And off he went. I felt stuck in my tracks and mesmerized by the entire experience.

I fear the owl was not so keen on the dog/skiing man contraption and did not call to me from that point on. I only walked for a bit longer and turned around for my little toesy-woesy’s were getting cold. I came home straight away and told Audrey about the owl and she was dazzled.

We have checked out from the library a book many times because I, in particular, really enjoy it. It is called Owl Moon. I believe it is an older book. The story goes something like this: a father takes his small daughter out owling in the woods as if it is a family rite of passage. To go owling involves bravery, patience, and utmost quiet and, I guess, the ability to keep up with your long-legged dad. The woods are captivating, the moon is powerful and bright and in the end they hear an owl and even spot it in the tree. Audrey and I were inspired to do this ourselves. There is another children’s book we adore called “Miss Spider” and there is one short story where she takes one of her little adopted children on a “listening walk”. Owling and listening walks have a pull on little Audrey Anne’s curious and adventurous heart.
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So off we went tonight, owling in Lions Woods. It was dark, there was not much moon, a sliver in fact. The woods were thick with darkness, the snow was packed down under our feet. We had flashlights in our hands but I found that the beam of the light made it more eerie. Quiet and some more quiet. We started in and I bent down to look under the many layers of hoods and hats into my daughter’s eyes to make sure she didn’t have on her wide eyed owl panic look. Nope. She was game for adventure. We walked on and ever so often we would let out a hoot of our own, first me and then Audrey echoing, calling to the owl. Stop, listen, listen more deeply. Nothing. Keep walking. We repeated this for some time until we were deep in the grove of pines and still no owl calling to us. I was the one to turn us ’round and head back. I think Audrey could have kept walking in those woods, searching, waiting, listening. What a remarkable little owl watcher she is.

As we came out of the woods into the parking lot, she says to me, “That was fun!” I smiled.
“Were you scared at all?”, I asked her.
“Nope.”
“I was.”

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